Ben has his assessment with the NC Infant-Toddler Program on Wednesday morning. Even though I’ve walked down this road with Henry, I’m still nervous and anxious about the situation with Ben. I’m worried about his limitations. It seems like the list of things he can’t do for his age is long, and it seems like it keeps growing.
As of right now, Ben cannot:
- Roll over from back to tummy
- Lift his arms up over his head (we can move his arms there, but he can’t do it himself)
- Crawl (he is 95% immobile – can can push himself backwards while on his tummy and spin around, but that’s it. He also hasn’t discovered that he can get to places he wants like that, he seems to be doing it by accident)
- Pull up
- Get to a sitting position on his own. Although, he has just learned how to get from sitting to his tummy, but it seems to be more a face plant than anything else….
This situation definitely causes me to question why Ben isn’t crawling. I keep wondering if it’s something that J and I did – or didn’t do, or if it’s genetic since both of my boys have/had this issue. I definitely have feelings of guilt, anxiety, stress and just an overwhelming sadness that we’re back on this road again. I’m really wondering what the outcome of the assessment is going to be on Wednesday….